(water rushing) (brooding music) (fighting) – Think I care about this dress? (muffled arguing) – [Voiceover] Sometimes
someone hurts you so bad – I don’t think you understand. – [Voiceover]] It
stops hurting at all. (brooding music) Until something
makes you feel again. And then it all comes back. Every word. Every hurt. Every moment. How could you ever
understand where I come from? Even if you ask,
even if you listen, you do not really
hear, or see, or feel. You don’t remember my story. You haven’t walked my path. You haven’t seen what I’ve seen. (ocean waves) (desolate music) My past defines me. This is who I am. I am unseen, unheard (camera flashing) unwanted. That is what I am. If even I am anything. (siren) (car door) (knocking) – [Cop] You’re under arrest. Police. Get on the floor. (desolate music) – [Voiceover] It seem
like the seemed like the same thing that held
me up forced me down. – No. – [Voiceover] In a world
turned upside down, and order disappeared. (baby crying) Nothing was how it
was suppose to be. And a heavy sadness
filled my soul. (desolate music) (crickets) (thunder) (desolate music) – [Voiceover] Deeper and
deeper I fell within myself. – [Blonde Woman] It’s
all fluffy and fuzzy. – [Voiceover] And nothing
could show me out. (baby crying) Trapped in the
misery of my life. Lost in the sorrow of my soul. Unable to see the light. Unable to see the dawn. To feel. To hope. – What are you doing
picking my fruit? – [Voiceover] To dream. (screaming) -[Voiceover] I found the darkest
days of my life kept coming. (screaming) The blackest nights for
my soul never stopped. – No, No. – Yes. (screaming) (water running) – [Voiceover] It seemed like it was always nighttime
and nightmares, and never morning. And maybe you wonder why, but mostly you try
not think about it, and try to get by, and try to survive. And all the other stuff
seems so much like nothing compared to just wanting the most important
things back again. Like wishing you could
see your mom smile again and hear her sing that one
favorite song that always calmed you down when
things were all messed up. Or if you couldn’t
have her back, at least get to take
care of your baby brother because you know he needs you, and he’s going to be
so scared all alone. And whose going to hold his hand and whisper it’s going
to be alright to him? (baby crying) And who will whisper it to me? – Hi ya, Zoe. It’s so good to have you here. Are you ready to move in? – [Voiceover] I know
I’m helpless, dependent, desperate, but what
happens when those you need the most threaten
your very existence? I’ve heard plenty of promises and they all sound the same. But push hard enough
and sooner or later they all prove to be empty. The sun comes up every morning, but do you know where? Each place it’s
somewhere different. It’s hard to find east when
you keep moving around, but at least it comes. It always comes. I’ve come to depend on that. And slowly, slowly
seasons changed around me, and it seemed this time
that maybe the world would not be pulled out
from under me again. Feet safe, roots
starting to grow. Little buds of hope for me. Slowly attempting to
trust this new life. – Hi, come over and let me show you what I got for you. I got you a gift. (far away arguing) – Do you think I care
about this dress? I don’t think you understand me. Do you? I don’t think you understand me. – [Voiceover] I wish
someone would tell me
(background arguing) it would be O.K. – I swear to God you touch me
again, – I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I will kill you. – Here let me help you. – [Zoe] No, don’t touch me. – [Voiceover] That
one day, maybe. – I hate you, I hate you. – [Voiceover] I’ll feel normal. – [Zoe] I hate you. – [Voiceover] That I
won’t always be alone. That I’ll have a
mommy who will hug me and be strong for me, because maybe I can’t
do it all by myself. (desolate music) – [Foster Mother] Hi, yes. I’m calling to (whispering). Thank you so much. Thanks. O.K. (whispering) (desolate music) (drawer slam) (drawer slam) (drawer slam) – [Voiceover] This my
past, my history, my story, is not my fault. It’s not because of me. And doesn’t have to be
what defines my future. (desolate music) I am lovable. I am worthy of care. And that glimmer of light,
it makes all the difference. The glimmers of light
give me hope that someday my summer will come. (desolate music)

I can’t believe how society has become. The top 2 comments on this video is asking for likes by saying things like 1 like = 1 year in prison.

Me clicking on this video: I won’t cry I won’t cry I won’t cry || me 5minutes into the video: crying sounds intensify || me after realizing there’s a part2: intense crying sounds intensifyx57

My biggest secret

I was physically abused when i was 1-5 my mum father and mothers boyfriend. Made to sleep on the floor. My mother was a drug addict and neglected me and my sister. Since then i have moved, been bullied abused by more of my mothers boyfriends. Neglected, scared to breath. Put in life threatening situations and spent hours an night crying and having flashbacks. My mothers husbands son molested me. I cared for my sister and took care of the house. Manipulated, abused some more. My mother started emotionally abusing me. And mentally. I developed an eating disorder, cptsd, depression, anxiety disorder and i have D.I.D. I was going to commit suicide this year. And got investigated by social services. My mother abuses me everyday. And i purged 10 minutes ago. Im 15.

I know this hurt all to well. My dad is alcoholic and he abused me since I was little. He would spank me so hard it would give me bruises. He kicked us out of our house on Christmas Eve. Leaving us with nowhere to go. Nothing. Nothing at all. Not even a roof over our head. We ended up having to sleep in my moms car.for like a week. He took all of our money. He hurt me so bad. Now I haven’t seen him since that Christmas almost two years ago. I wish that I could just have a normal life. A normal family. With a dad who me. With a dad who cares enough to show up at your birthday party or at least to send you a card at Christmas. A dad who at least calls to tell his kids that he loves them once in a while. He has never said those words to me before. He hasn’t said those words to my mom is the past 12 years. I just wish that I had a dad who loves me. So I do know what this girl Has gone through. I do know the path that she has gone through. I do know the pain. I really do. I understand. And sad that I do, but I do. Nobody big or small should have to go through the pain that I have gone through. Nobody. Ever. Please please please pray for me and my family. Please.

My dad cheated on my mom beat me and her and my brother left us with no money to pay bills and my mom got fired and we lost her car and kept my brother for 2 years and we didn't see him and moved to another state with his new family and my mom got a job and a car and we got a house and we have my brother back BTW there's more to the story like a lot

I was told I’m a freak bc I don’t cry as much as ppl say I should well I’m always depressed EVERY SINGLE DAY ppl try and put me down at school they say things to me like I’m a freak a dork useless and I just agree with them bc it’s all true I have wanted to die many times when I lay in bed I cry so I do cry and I’m abused no one cares tho I’m helpless I’m not ok and I climb up trees and I get in trouble at school my teachers get worried about me, me and my friend bc we have to write poems and I write about how I feel and what I want to happen to me so and so does my friend my nan and my friend is the only one that helps me from jumping in front of a car but I still want to live I think there is still a little sunshine in my world just hidden very deap

She looks tired!😦 I wish bullying stopped I was bullied too and I hated to I was really wish this girl a happy life!!!!

яσѕєѕ σя ∂єα∂
νσιℓєтѕ αяє ∂уιиg
συтѕι∂є ιм нαρρу
ιиѕι∂є ιм ¢яуιиg

Everyone has been through some rough shit, some more than others..but you are the only one that decides to move on.

😭😭😭😭it’s sad how I’m seeing my self but always remember god is testing you,you are being tested even if it hurt me but guess why I’m about to get adopted

I’m jealous of her….you might think I’m a horrible person but I’m not….she didn’t deserve what happened to her…I do

Has anyone ever felt this way if u have then sometimes escaping from ur reality helps too.. and I’m gonna like my own comment which is one hug for each and everyone in this world who has felt this way..u can also like if u want to give each and everyone of these ppl feeling like there nothing a hug…

I hear , I feel , I see the same
Sorry my self , I just wanna die 💔
My family not that bad but everything else is the same
You're too stronge to stay alive all that time , you're strong all the time
Isn't hurt … I mean to be strong all the time …
Hurt right 💔✨
You're not like me I am just will give up

What a beautiful and emotional masterpiece, true pain has never been shown or made people feel, the way that this short film has😭😭😢


I really want to show it to my class but they need subtitles in hebrew so I would really like to translate this!!!!!!! so please make it possible so i can spread awareness ❤️

You never how child abuse can make something else it is like u stop connecting to everything disconnect yourself from everything even if you know that you have future but subconsciously u harm yourself

The way how, when the cops came, the girl's mother ran after the violently abusive, drunken boyfriend &/or husband/father when he was being dragged away by police, even though her young daughter had run out, in front of her, heading the OTHER way, upset & ALONE, says it ALL.

C est horrible dd maltraités des enfants il sont rien demandé pour leur faire sq se qui leur font il sont pas de coeur cette histoire et vraiment triste

I cried really this movie
Make's me remember my childhood..
I've been that path too.
Just wanna tell to stay strong
To everyone that get down from
Abuse or other issue.
Because GOD never sleep
And GOD know what the best
For us believe in GOD that
After The dark come's the Light…

Just a few quick compliments the make up artists and the actors Are fantastic those bruises look so reaL!!! And the actors are so talented for such a young age!!! Keep up the good work!

heres my story its long so dont even bother to read if u dont want to

when i was born i grew up watching my dad beat my mom i have one older brother and a baby brother 1 – 2 years old he would beat her till she bleed and stick her head in the toilet her job started to wonder. she made up excuses but everyone who knew her knew what was happening. she would sleep in the car just to get away she was a whole new person she was depressed suicidal hurt broken. she needed help. i was four when all of this started my dad then cheated and blamed it on my mom. she wasnt pretty enough she didnt care about herself enough. she was cheating too (thats just what he thought she wasnt actually) my dad cheated for 2 years. my mom woke up everyday with a smile on her face. she woke me up with a bright smile beaming. i could see her hurt i could see her pain. i tried to stop it but my dad wouldnt. i couldnt handle seeing it so much. this was every other weekend. my mom used to be so happy. she would sing in the car. she was horrible at it. she knew she was but she did it to make the atmosphere around us happier. my dad once beat my moms head into a wall. we had to run away and we had to a shelter where we were safe. then my mom was finally happy again. my dad seemed to calm down again. we had to live in a hotel because of my dad not supporting us. my mom was such a bright loving soul. she was so good to me. i hurt. i hurt alot. so i take it out on the only person who loves me. shes been there for me sense day one but i was too blind to see it. i just wanna see her smile again. i just wanna see her happy. i wanna hear her singing silly songs in the car. i want my old life before all of this i just want to he happy. i treat everyone who loves me like trash and push them out i guess you could say that im selfish. its okay. but for the most part im not. i cant see that smile. her beautiful blue eyes overcome with tears. i want her ild self back. i wish i could have had more time with her before all this. but she wakes up everyday for me and my brothers. with nothing but a smile. but i still see the hurt i want to tell her that im sorry but i cant. i cant say it. i dont know how to express feelings i dont know. ill never get the sight out of my head of here making a dinner for us after a long day of work and my dad bearing her for no reason. he pulled her hair he punched her kicked her gave her pain not only physical but emotional pain. this is getting too long so im gonna stop here but yea this is my story feel free to read and talk but u dont have to like or anything bye

Had to watch in my foster class. I was taken away from my parents on and off til th last time around the age of 7 and was adopted at 9 or 10. Lost 2 of my brothers due to them being adopted by someone else. I walked out of the class when the trash bag showed up idk how many times we were handed a trash bag and was told we where leaving. To much of her story was like mine. I am just glad I have made a great life for my children and trying to help other children


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