Dean fighting Dean – Supernatural 3×10

Dean fighting Dean – Supernatural 3×10
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Hey Dean. Aren’t you a handsome son of a gun. We need to talk. I get it, I get it. I’m my own worst nightmare, is that it, huh? Joke all you want, smartass. But you can’t lie to me – I know the truth. I know how dead you are inside. How worthless you feel. I know how you look into a mirror and hate what you see. It’s not gonna work. You’re not real! Sure I am – I’m you. I don’t think so. You see, this is my siesta – not yours. All I gotta do is snap my fingers and you go bye bye. I’m not going anywhere – neither are you. Like I said, we need to talk. I mean, you’re going to hell and you won’t lift a finger to stop it. Talk about low self-esteem! Then again, it’s not much of a life worth saving…
(wake up, Dean!) I mean, after all, you’ve got nothing outside of Sam. You are nothing. You’re as mindless and as obedient as an attack dog. That’s not true. No? What are the things that you want? What are the things that you dream? I mean, your car? That’s Dad’s. Your favourite leather jacket? Dad’s!
Your music? Dad’s! Do you even have an original thought? No… All there is, is “Watch out for Sammy!”
“Look after your little brother, boy!” You can still hear your dad’s voice in your head, can’t you? Clear as a bell. Just shut up. Think about it, all he ever did was train you – boss you around. But Sam – Sam he doted on. Sam he loved. I mean it, I’m getting angry! Dad knew who you really were. A good soldier and nothing else. Daddy’s blond little instrument. Your father didn’t care whether you lived or died, why should you?! SON OF A BITCH! My father was an obsessed bastard! All that crap you been telling me about protecting Sam – that was his crap. He’s the one who couldn’t protect his family! He’s the one who let mum die! He wasn’t there for Sam – I always was! He wasn’t there! I ain’t deserve what he put on me! And I don’t deserve to go to hell! You can’t escape me, Dean! You’re gonna die – and this? This is what you’re gonna become!

This was the first time we saw Dean actual be "selfish". He doesn't deserve to die. He doesn't deserve what John dumped on him. He doesn't deserve hell. He was the good guy. He was always there even when he wasn't.

There is so much symbolism here, I don't even know where to start. There is this other version of himself, that shows everything in him that is dark. In this scene, we can really see how Dean has a superiority complex and an inferiority complex at the same time- how there's the version of himself trying to tell him how shitty he feels and his other self who's saying it's all a lie. And at the end, it really shows a symbol of battle and victor when Dean fights himself, he is temporarily overcoming his hell. Later on, you can see how he temporarily overcomes himself only in this scene since he still has to fight himself- he can't escape it, he's going to die fighting, just like his demon self said.

maybe i shouldn't have watched this after finishing the Dean-mon episodes….

Jensen's acting gives me the shivers every time

maybe i shouldn't have watched this after finishing the Dean-mon episodes….

Jensen's acting gives me the shivers every time

That line, when Dean just yells ‘it wasn’t fair!’ and his voice changes a bit, it breaks my fucking heart every god damn time

This moment was one of the few times dean's self esteem was mentioned. The only time he's accepting that he doesn't deserve this shit.

I love how this is a real part of him which he locked away inside of himself. All of his doubts and fears, all the self-consciousness. This is so deep actually. And dude this clue at the end, where he tells himself he's going to be Deanmon. Bruuuh

Came here right after J2M made the announcement that season 15 is going to be the last one. My world is crashing and i can't do anything about it.

0:49 I know how dead you are inside, how worthless you feel. I know how you look into a mirror…and hate what you see

The light being flipped on and off a great touch to start off a inner struggle of light and dark inside a person. This was a struggle that led dean to ultimately being able to over the years him being able to forgive John.

The Winchester’s are like the Prodical Son where Sam ran off to have fun while Dean carries the weight of the world on his shoulders.

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